hola

im not doing what i should be doing....

Wasting away [inside] these glass walls.

Iscream.

They fail to shatter inside my head.

Life^pales.

Your still over there smiling.

Ihope.

Futilemusings on the state of being.

Escapingwildly.

Dreaming of lesser times.

Singingout.

All rules for fodder.

Do you think that if you scream ‘traitor’ long enough and loud enough the truth will fade to the background?

Your money betrays us at every step.

Your cries mean nothing to those dying and hungry.

The dull ache of tedium fades to the background.

Corruption speaks loudly here.

and i wont talk anymore
at least not to you
dont listen anyways
im not listening anyways
devaluing myself in your presence
i am heartsick for me

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Moon is a waxing crescent
27.121% illumination
3d 16h 0m since new moon
Lunation 987

cha cha cha changes...

employment is elusive...

feeling you and renewed ...
we live, we love...

hoping for the idea of you to reach me
to touch me inside and melt me

same difference within this place
i know that you do not know what i do


waiting with bated breath
i reach for your heart not your body

you do not wish to connect with my soul
only my body that is incomplete in this world


coming and going i search for my place in this world
wishing that you could see me

plenty of time and opportunity to connect
there is always an excuse
a different way to push me away
fading in each others memories and heart
shared and now broken
once my heart
i lay dormant waiting to be awaken again

That is fucked up!

See which Requiem for a Dream Character you are.

nobody asked me...

i have a girlfriend...

she has broke up with her boyfriend... hmm...

Feinging interest knowing that it is useless. Just sit there and pretend. Or sit there with a blank stare. It is all the same to me.

mine... all mine...